poems

ok i have some new poems that i am going 2 put up soon....just warning you not all of them make any sense what-so-ever....

I feel like crap

as the title sugested i feel like crap...and i no i havnt written in awhile but now isnt the time for it....

i hav this pulsating headache, i hurt all over, and i am soo tired. I feel like i am going 2 throw up and pass out....and yea i no that this is normal signs of a hangover but hand 2 god i havnt had anything 2 drink sense new years and then i only has one glass of wine...but i feel like shit....uugghhh i cant look at this bloody screen anymore...2 damn bright....

This week has been the worst week of my life for several reasons, but this post is for the number one reason why this week suck.

Ok on Thursday night after Drama practice (so around 5:50) my dad tells me that one of my friends from elementry school (he went to clifton I went to lanier) got into his parents gun closet and shot himself and he died.

After my dad told me this I immediently went into the 4 stages of greif (denial, anger, mourning, and acceptence) I denied that this happened for about an hour then I called one of my best friends, tory, and I was really ticked off when I called her, but that didn't last long cause' about 5 minutes later I started to break down crying, and asking her all these really difficult phylisofical questions that she couldn't answer. And I have been in mourning sense last night.

And in case any of yall were wondering why I didn't call my boyfriend is cause' he is kind of a softy and love him for it but what would he have done with the blubbering mess that I was, and still am? I don't know I just wanted to get myself reoriented with life before I called him.

I just found out that the wake is on Sunday 5-8 and there is a roseary that starts at 7.

thanks for your support, your truly,
lyra

Love...

LOVE....
These are the Top Ten signs that show you are in Love!
10. Time is an eternity when you're without them
it drags on and on that is why i must sleep in science
9. Time stops when you're with them
it just stops when i see his face...
8. The thought of them makes you shiver
it soo yummy...
7. The sound of them makes you smile
his voice is like velvet
6. When seeing them, you can't see anything else
there's walls
5. You start to listen to sappy love songs
there not sappy
4. You actually enjoy sappy love songs
oh snap
3. The smell of them makes you see fireworks
he delicous....i memorized his smell........
2. You find yourself smiling constantly
my face hurts.....
1. You'd do anything, even die, for them
sry but no i would be so depressed that i would go into silent mode and cry myself to sleep everynight.......but if he went away i would do almost anything to have him back


oh....my....god.....
i am in love..........

Haiku's!!!<33

All of these Haiku's have the '5,7,5' format

11/16/08

His warmth surrounds me,
every piece of me smiling
when he hugs me tight

Silence, forbidden
when it is not filled with you
Lonely deep inside

The sun shining through
the windw, it is warm but
cold, how can this be?

I hope he likes ME
because I am different, not
the same that he sees

I sit on the ground
and watch leaf by leaf fall down
what do they feel now?

What shakes you, down to
the core, what scares you, out of
your mind, what is it.