10-4-08

I am soo siked about tomorrow! I called my friend tory and she said that colton couldn't stop talking about how much he missed me at the game on friday!! Isn't that sweet??? oh you know what was really funny? Jared (tory's boyfriend) sent me a text message that said Colton is looking at cheerleaders. I burst out laughting, cause i was wondering what JARED was doing at that time....probably trying to avoid getting hit by tory.....you had to be there.....it was a REALLY funny movie in my head.....

10-3-08

why does it seem like nobody understands why I am in pain? Every time I call one of my friends she thinks that my boyfriend broke up with me ((even though she knows the truth)), and I can't call colton because we come from two different worlds his family is.... well-off, and I am in middle class, and trust me it makes a difference. I am sooo tired I probably should finish getting ready for bed cause race for the cure is tomorrow

lyra out

oh and

HAPPY

AUTUMN

EQUINOX

Wut up my peeps!!!!!

Hello!! To my peeps who ether a) have electricity b) have a genorator or c) are staying at somebodys house how does have power!!! In case you were wondering I am option b.

Here are the reasons that I am going mental:

1. I haven't seen my boyfriend in two weeks and counting....
2. it is freaking HOTTTT!!!!!
3. i don't have power......
4. i STILL have homework todo....
5. most of my friends don't have power
6. my boyfriend has power ((and if you didn't know his family is rich. the rich ppl get served first that is why this annoys me))
7. my mom is thinking about blocking ALL my texting that means incoming AND outgoing

and for those really random people who are like hermits and don't watch tv.... IKE CAME, IKE DESTROTED, AND IKE LEFT.... ok i have to admit that was funnnn...... more stuff LATER cause i am supossed to be working on homework!!!

later dudes

lyranesssss

To clear up somethings...

Okay, I have this feeling that all the people that read my blog strongly dislike my father, and I just wanted to clear somethings up.

That was a long time ago I am a different person now. My dad was going through some tough times to, and he has changed also. But no matter how many times he yelled at me I still love him because he is my father, and I will always forgive him.

And now I here are some reasons how I got out of my problem

1. I have FANTASTIC friends that will always be there for me
2. I believe in something. I am not going to tell you that you have to believe in god (I am a methodist ((it is a type of christain))), but you should believe in SOMETHING. and I strongly believe that god saved my life.
3. Talk to somebody, I know it seem like that is what everybody tells you to do if you got problems, but it helps. And I will be the first to admit it, I have a therapist.
4. Listen to HAPPY or UPLIFTING music. I don't know way but this helped me.
5. Do something you love to do, it makes you feel happy inside.

Okay that is really all I got, and if you have someways to make yourself feel happy please feel free to comment!!!

Oh! dang I forgot one!! yoga... love yoga.... and for me it helps muchly

Live.Laugh.Love.

lyra