To clear up somethings...

Okay, I have this feeling that all the people that read my blog strongly dislike my father, and I just wanted to clear somethings up.

That was a long time ago I am a different person now. My dad was going through some tough times to, and he has changed also. But no matter how many times he yelled at me I still love him because he is my father, and I will always forgive him.

And now I here are some reasons how I got out of my problem

1. I have FANTASTIC friends that will always be there for me
2. I believe in something. I am not going to tell you that you have to believe in god (I am a methodist ((it is a type of christain))), but you should believe in SOMETHING. and I strongly believe that god saved my life.
3. Talk to somebody, I know it seem like that is what everybody tells you to do if you got problems, but it helps. And I will be the first to admit it, I have a therapist.
4. Listen to HAPPY or UPLIFTING music. I don't know way but this helped me.
5. Do something you love to do, it makes you feel happy inside.

Okay that is really all I got, and if you have someways to make yourself feel happy please feel free to comment!!!

Oh! dang I forgot one!! yoga... love yoga.... and for me it helps muchly

Live.Laugh.Love.

lyra

Now on a lighter note!

ok since we got that really depressing "nugget of info" out of the way. Time for some happier news! I have a boyfriend! ok yeah he is one year younger then me but he is taller then me. I meet him a couple months ago and about one week ago he admitted he liked me.

He has bleach blonde hair, about two inches taller then me, and he is really sweet but he gets really nervous around girls he says stuff that just pops into his head. Trust me some of the things that he thinks up and just plain jibirish, but in a cute way.

My best friend (Tory) likes his best friend (Joey), Joey knows but he doesn't think she really means it which is really depressing.

Well now I think all you people that read this blog should be happy now, because I wrote something depressing, and now I wrote something happy. so YEAHH!!!

until later...
lyra

Mon. Jul. 7th 10:15pm

Wow, I haven't wrote in a while... ANYWAY! As you may know I am at Camp of Champs it is this leadership camp thing that all the homeroom leaders have to go to. It is really fun actually. I just got back from the dance. My two fav songs that they played where Pop, Lock, and Drop It and The Anthem by Pit Bull (Pop, Lock, and Drop It isn't by Pit Bull...) And tomorrow (tuesday) is a "health day" which means we get to go rock-climbing, yoga, basketball, and volleyball.

Oh! I just remembered we did this trust thing where you tell what happened to you that life is not perfect, so on that note I am going to say that I have somthing to tell you but I want to get to a computer before I tell you....

AACCKKKK!!!! I don't know if I can do this!!! Oh gosh I forget that I would even tell you this.... Oh god I can't believe I said I would tell you this.... maybe later ok?

lyra.....

Sunday, July 6th, church

Random things that I wrote on the bulleton...

Melissa Maher good prayer person

Kyle Comer, classical guitarist this guy is good

Sermon will be done by Bob Johnson: Why does Jim (my pastor Bob is like the vice pastor or somthing...) always leave. Is somthing wrong or is he thinking about joining another church?

I don't like that Bob's 'To be or not to be that is the question.' In the sermon. 'To be restored or not to be restored.' I hate the fact that he took a suside question into part of a joke line in the service. It destroyedthe meaning and the depth of feeling in that line

yeah that is it....
lyra

Around 10:00pm on Thursday June somthing

So everyone always asks me 'do you have a AIM.' And i was always like no sorry... But now I have a AIM! I am happpy! and here is the catch... my parents don;t know that I have one! Do I have to keep it hidden from them. Which I don't think should be that hard but I really don't want to lie to them about it.

Now for somthing totally of topic TORY CAN COME TO GARNERWITH ME THIS FRI-MON!!!!

Okay now I am really tired, I have to go to bed now, Good night.
lyra