Ft. Worth

I am NOT going to make this posdt sound sad.... I now i guess you are wondering what?? what is there to be sad about???

Well yesterday, friday, just wasn't my day i guess. I got my phone taken away at lunch, the memorial middle ((my boyfriends school)) dance was that night and I couldn't go cause' i was going to ft. worth/dallas for a wedding. and i am REALLY bummed about that...

when my dad found out that I got my phone taken away he had to go up to the adminasators office and get it back for 15 bucks.... and I am going to have to pay him back!!! ((okkk i guess that is fair....ish...))

and now i am in Ft. Worth and it is like 40 degrees outside and i am freezing my butt off.... AND i STILL have homework todo....

then my favorite day of the week is sunday ((cause that is the day that i normally get to see colton)) and i am missing THAT cause my dad HAS to go golfing..... ((in my head)) i was like DAMN IT YOU CAN TO THAT IN HOUSTON!!!!!! and even if i did say that he would just get all huffy and puffy......

So as you can probably see i have a lot of reasons to be mad/upset rite now....

lyra......

Today has been a good so far english was long and boring as usual.

GSG was pretty cool though because all my GSG people love me!^-^ gosh they are soooo adorable!!!

anyway.... drama was awsome we actually did somthing today, we got farther in the script it was really cool.

Science, this is the class normally ruins my whole day my teacher "Dr." Fong ((yeah she is a girl......surpirising i know....)) she is soooo boring she just stands there and talks really slow and in monotone!!! it drives me CrAzY so i normally sleep through her class

Leadership!! this is one of my favorite classes EVER!!!! today we did this relaxation thing, we listen to "Every Day" by Carly Comanndo it is a really good song.....anyway....I meditated it was really nice and peaceful =) i loved it.

OH OHH!!! there is something else!!!! there is this knew kid in my class ((i swear he looks REALLY!!!!! emo)) and he looks emo and A LOT of my friends are like OMG!!!! he is soooo hot!!!! and i am like are you just saying that or are you desperate cause u really can't think that!!! i mean he TIES his VANS!!!! what self respecting guy would do that!?!?!?!

anyway that is alll for right now......
lyra

((oh gosh i am listening to AOL radio on "halloween" and it is playing this REALLLY wierd song called Halloween 1963 by John Carpender.......CREEPPY!!!!!!))

10-11-08

it is saturday. I want it to be over so it could be sunday, then I would see colton, and all my buddies....but i also have to face the truth.... me and colton aren't going to be dating forever, and there will be a day when my friends stop coming to church. Although I can not see ether one of these days in the near future I just need to always tell myself the truth. even if the truth isn't very good....-

10-9-08

whenever I am around my mother it seems like i want to burst into tears not because I want to spill all my problems to her... it is because she is the CAUSE to most of my problems. she has brainwashed my dad into thinking her way. I look forward to the day when she finds out the truth.....about everything....

10-4-08

I am soo siked about tomorrow! I called my friend tory and she said that colton couldn't stop talking about how much he missed me at the game on friday!! Isn't that sweet??? oh you know what was really funny? Jared (tory's boyfriend) sent me a text message that said Colton is looking at cheerleaders. I burst out laughting, cause i was wondering what JARED was doing at that time....probably trying to avoid getting hit by tory.....you had to be there.....it was a REALLY funny movie in my head.....

10-3-08

why does it seem like nobody understands why I am in pain? Every time I call one of my friends she thinks that my boyfriend broke up with me ((even though she knows the truth)), and I can't call colton because we come from two different worlds his family is.... well-off, and I am in middle class, and trust me it makes a difference. I am sooo tired I probably should finish getting ready for bed cause race for the cure is tomorrow

lyra out